6) A second seizure
Second seizure
On Thursday, January 17, I got half seizure. And yes, this happened again at the College where I work in Alkmaar. This time I feel the first to arrive. I was talking to a colleague. We noticed at once that it was not I was fine. I could not catch my breath. Afterwards, I remember that I knew what I wanted to say, I knew exactly, but I could not get out.
Fortunately, a little later to lecture me on the floor, so my head against the wall again beaten. Unfortunately, nothing in my mouth, so that the tongue was again seriously addressed. When the ambulance arrived, I was able to stand up for themselves. The repertoire of the hospital I know now already, the reflection test, almost all the exercises they do I already know the baddest is that they have the end of the handle of the whisk hammer on the bottom of your feet go up, some even really Just hurts. But hey, a grumbler who pay attention.
The most remarkable.
A week later I'm back in the building. What happens? Something I did not know and was difficult to place. It looked like this: my body looked as if responding to the building. I had the feeling the whole time so I could get a new insult. As if all shocks went through my body and spieraantrekkingen already begun. Simultaneously I was able to think, I had no other mental problems. With all the people whom I spoke or what I had to arrange them or wanted to discuss the conversation and normal content. Still, I maintain this physical experience. I did not understand, because I remember nothing of the three times I've experienced a seizure, the first time before I landed in the hospital and the tumor was operated, the second and third time at the College. I have never consciously experienced a seizure at all. What happens, I know only from descriptions of others. Same time I feel as if my body in the insultreflex join. It seems that the appearance of the building on my body to be. It's been a week earlier and 5 weeks earlier in this building done. I can not myself mentally to order. I have an appointment with two students and decided to name just a walk to discuss the results, so this building can not affect me.
The relationship between the building and my body, which is fully backing out of my mental control. Very strange.
Following the second seizure is the first time an MRI scan taken after surgery. Results will be announced next week.
January 27, 2002
