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9) Open letter from Karen about her feelings and situation right now dated January 11, 2003 on the eve of a visit to Ireland

Karen this afternoon sent the following letter dated January 11, 2003 to the members of the mail group. Naturally, everyone lives with her, but there is some caution and criticism. And not just from the mail group, but especially on the Internet in various forums, it is sometimes quite hard as on the CLT and the role of Dr.. Ralph Moss goes. And so does a doctor from the PDT Anthonie van Leeuwenhoek, Dr Paul Boss, we were approached to go to Ireland criticized the fact that Ralph Moss never would have published article on PDT. That in itself is criticism and caution, but Dr. Ralph Moss is not treating physician and CLT in that sense is not qualified or called to account. Dr. Ralph Moss was called in to the patients to follow a scientific article and making things a good and controlled way to bring publicity. The criticism now focuses on people, but not the treatment itself, which also can not because nobody but the doctors know something of Ireland. Therefore it is especially cruel that Paul Baas PDT physician performs all the confidential e-mail correspondence in recent weeks we have had without my knowledge and without permission at all a journalist from the newspaper to send Eindhoven. With too many negative comments. I am very angry about it because we all just want to caution the oncologists interested in the CLT-therapy and Karen want to protect too much publicity and the publicity from the oncologists wanted to keep it not too much so the media would be called. But this throws the doctor now all the publicity, without anyone knows if the CLT - Cytoluminescent therapy does or does not work. Karen had some reading and wrote the following letter to the mail group that I changed only with permission of Karen place.

Dear Ellen, Peter, Jose and other interested parties,

CLT is currently only one source and answer the doctors from Ireland. CLT is only performed there. There is not only the information on the Irish site is absolutely no documentation on how CLT anywhere in the world. So you have little or no value to decisions of even the best oncologist, professor or scientist PDT CLT because they simply know nothing. Even if they PDT specialists, they know not what the fabric is used in Ireland. That I am not saying that CLT works because that evidence is in the hands of patients being cured by the doctors in Ireland and in Ireland that the documentation of all their patients to keep photos and reports. Even when I heal, there will be people who will explain the healing by spontaneous healing, other foods, supplements, another way of life, or even misdiagnosis.

Choosing CLT is a decision you without help or advice of doctors, must take alone. When you have people around you who you want to support, is that a lot. It is a therapy that you are at your own risk. The clinic in Ireland has not done the official way, they have no animal trials, no human trials or whatever through the usual channels documented. You get your treatment in two days and can return home. Once the healing begins at home until (we hope), pain and much misunderstanding in the medical circuit. Too much uncertainty, in less than a month I received an acceptance of life 6 months, 1 year, 5 years and ten years predicted. Were also metastases in me, at least my lungs promised, but also in liver and head. Whatever is shown to be true whether or not such beliefs, a doctor said, excuse me, I just do not know dude, I'm going to ask just in Ireland, or I go to the invitation and go with you . They have a big mouth about how wrong and shame the Irish are busy, but walk past the outrageous, stupid and unprofessional manner in which they associate with me.

There have since Oct. 12 patients per week in Ireland helped, all people with cancer, hope, and $ 20,000. I have three daughters of 1, 6 and 9 years old, I did still breastfeeding when I was diagnosed. As a mother I wanted my children to survive alone, bald, with or without breasts, if necessary as head connected to a heart machine, it made me not care. For a month I get from the morning until eight hours at night eleven / twelve hours on the Internet to read about (breast) cancer, I am very shocked. I call the current treatment method, a modern form of inquisition. Years of amputations while they had long known that breast-saving works just as well. For years, chemotherapy while they know very well how badly women with breast cancer respond. The latest news about a chemotherapy sensitivity test illustrates the malfunctioning of chemo, if you know to read between the lines. It was mainly an inner knowing what my rate was determined. Inner knowing is not rationally explain, measure or weigh and can be very frustrating for the environment. Definitely a true academic environment that is used to rationalize, measure and weigh. About six months I am sad or IM case or lucky, so keep smiling, hope and pray for those 6 months but as fun as possible to get through. Since the visit to doctors Fellini freak show a high level begins to show, I need time being no doctor in sight.

A specialist is an expert in his or her field, but that one in Ireland, there are no specialists CLT, so there is no specialist in the Netherlands who can help me, advise or supervise.

Good luck with your trials and tough choices, I am impressed by the mail group and the 14th in Ireland burn a candle for you all.

Kind regards,

Karen

dated January 11, 2003: Tomorrow we leave for Ireland and hopefully end this week more clearly. Incidentally, Karen has a lot of pain, but the process seems not bad what is happening to her. For example, a live blood analysis last week that her white blood cells in very large and active presence indicating a strong immune system. Further showed that somewhere in her body and inflammation are among the cell there was a lot of junk, which could indicate a drain them. Or that 'junk' tumor remnants are also not to say, but hopes Karen course. In Ireland we hope to get some questions answered, and we filmed everything possible to capture.