Current Status: September 2005

At the moment I 'my story' rounding makes me feel good and am awaiting the things to come I will soon hear if the 'last' regular treatment (according to my doctor there if the last medication not had an effect no further treatment other possibly more) has started. To be sure, I have a second opinion at another hospital applied to see if the regular care of me to provide further treatment. Although I still do not know where the proverbial boat will be beaches, I hope that people in any way involved in cancer realize that they never have the courage to give up and always have to keep trying to fight with the right attitude and the proper support of the environment, I think you can achieve a lot. I realize fully (I also see happening around me) that there are patients who have fought for 100% (along with their families) and eventually deceased. I guess there just not too much about it because I'm afraid that if I lose my motivation hope fades.